Wednesday, July 30, 2008 . 7:13 AM

If you guys cant be bothered to find out if anything is wrong because you are too busy thinking of new ways to criticise me, bitch about me or plotting to "come down hard on me", the least you could do was leave me alone for the time being. If, in your world, people are irresponsible because they are bastards and they choose to be that way, because such people try their best to "not fulfill the basic expectations of a councillor", I apologise for letting you use me as an example to reinforce such notions of yours. But I dont want to, and dont need to, hear your "haha-i-told-you-so-s", because ive been taking so much shit that i refuse to take shit anymore, much less from the likes of you guys. Yeah, theres only one phrase for this.

FUCK OFF.

Sunday, July 27, 2008 . 11:01 AM

You are The Devil

Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession

The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.

Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Saturday, July 26, 2008 . 6:05 AM

I'm still anti-B. Hussien Obama. And this is why :

http://www.timesonline.co.uk/tol/comment/columnists/gerard_baker/article4392846.ece

Hail the coming of the Messiah! OMG. -.-

Friday, July 25, 2008 . 8:12 AM

"Evil is bad, but without evil we wouldn't know what is good. Therefore evil must be good because it let us know what is good." How far do you agree with this statement?

Haha I love such questions. Anyway, Ive been sick for the past few days and my blocked nose and sore throat is killing me. =( Been thinking about KI independent study and reading loads of KI books for the past few days, so I came up with this moral relativist thing. Interesting eh?

And Rachel Wong, I am going to ignore you as I promise. Hmph. You horrible girl. You horrible horrible girl. I am so sad now =( And Jobel, dont be pissed lah, I didn't mean it when I said you were an ah lian =)

How could you guys do such a thing...

Sunday, July 20, 2008 . 9:37 AM

"It feels as though the worst of the storms of the past few months have passed. The baby steps i have taken back to normalcy have now become more confident. But the seeming calm and quiet feels unnerving. Silence is but the loudest noise of all... Is it the beginning of the end? Or is it the calm before another bigger, scarier storm? Only time will tell."

Well, time told alright. I'm losing my grip over my emotions again. One moment I'm laughing out loud, the other moment I'm screaming. Today at Popeye's (I know I'm on a diet but I needed comfort food today) I almost threw my chicken at this bunch of giggly girls because they were irritating the shit out of me. Thank god I pulled back just in time.

"The world doesn't stop spinning because of you."

I know it doesn't. But I've never stop hoping. Hoping that at least someone in the world would stop to hear me. I hate the fact that my self worth depends on feeling useful and of importance to other people, but I can't help it. And God's voice is trailing off again. I'm losing faith.

Wake up Kenrick, WAKE UP.

Saturday, July 19, 2008 . 8:19 AM

Since Genevieve Seraphina Ho so nicely tagged me, I decided to do this and do EoM later (okay, I’m giving excuses.)
#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Disappointment. I think I’ll end up avoiding the person. I’m such an escapist. It’ll definitely become a permanent scar in my heart, though, I don’t take very well to betrayal.
#2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
That all my wishes come true? I’m greedy (:
#3. If you could be at one place right now, where would it be?
Vatican City, it’s the most beautiful place on earth in my opinion. And I feel really peaceful there, which I desperately need right now.
#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
I’m always confused, but never more so than in this year. Maybe I should change my answer to question 2 should be “to be less confused about what lies ahead of me”, haha.
#5. What’s your ideal lover like?
I’ll point her out to you when I see her (:
#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Loving someone, because I think it is such a selfless act. It can hurt a lot, especially if it’s a one way thing, but hey, at least you know you CAN love, and I think that’s very important to me.
#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Haha I don’t really know! There’s a clash between being so enamored by that person and wanting to pull yourself away and not be trapped by the past. I guess the answer is till I learn to stop loving that person.
#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Pray that she will be happier being with him then being with me.
#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
So many, and I think the worst is that I am so confused about everything that I cannot come up with a solution to my problems.
#10. What do you want most in life?
More money would be nice. I feel I lack so many things now, but at least this is something that can be measured.
#11. Is being tagged fun?
Yeah, managed to take my mind off stupid EoM for awhile.
#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Helping others become more beautiful, with boob jobs, Botox, and what not. I’ll definitely not be married, though, no one would want me and I’ll probably not want anyone enough.
#13. Who is the current most important person to you?
The constants in my life, my mom, my sis and God.
#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Sweet, pretty, and very crazy. She makes me laugh. Out loud. People around me rarely do nowadays.
#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Single but rich. I’m afraid of marriage, it fails more often then I fail my exams.
#16. If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be?
I want a kitten with mittens.
#17. What is your ideal home like?
A beautiful cottage on the top of the hills somewhere in Europe. Yeah, I’m thinking of my retirement already and I’m 17.
#18. What kind of person do you think you are?
Paranoid, schizophrenic (with the horribler side emerging more and more often these days) and lethargic.
#19. What do you define as a bad day?
Nowadays, the bad days are “everydays”.
#20. If you have to choose between love and friendship, what would it be?
Friendship, because it gives me the security I crave (though it’s been failing me lately).

Thursday, July 10, 2008 . 5:57 AM

Thanks for coming, whatever your reasons :)

Wednesday, July 2, 2008 . 8:26 AM

GENEVIEVE SERAPHINA HO KAR YOKE IS EVIL AND MEAN:

schizophrenia.
Closing Pandora’s Box says:
tsk i don not have loads of chins
Genevieve CHIN i CURSE YOU WITH CHINS says:
hurhurr
schizophrenia.
Closing Pandora’s Box says:
oh no
schizophrenia.
Closing Pandora’s Box says:
im not going to grow more chins!
schizophrenia.
Closing Pandora’s Box says: argh
schizophrenia.
Closing Pandora’s Box says:
youll turn into an egg yolk when you wake up tmr morning!
schizophrenia.
Closing Pandora’s Box says: muhaha
schizophrenia.
Closing Pandora’s Box says:
all yellow and gooey and sticky
Genevieve says:
eeeeee
Genevieve says:
gasp i pray you grow pimples that look like chins HA!
schizophrenia.
Closing Pandora’s Box says:
omg choy ah
schizophrenia.
Closing Pandora’s Box says: haha
schizophrenia.
Closing Pandora’s Box says:
!
schizophrenia.
Closing Pandora’s Box says:
im going to poke you and burst you so that all the yolk will splatter our tmr
schizophrenia.
Closing Pandora’s Box says:
haha
schizophrenia.
Closing Pandora’s Box says:
out*
Genevieve says:
omg evil shit
Genevieve says:
then you’ll just get more pimples and achne and look like a chin
Genevieve says:
a chin face
schizophrenia.
Closing Pandora’s Box says:
haha *pokes pokes
schizophrenia.
Closing Pandora’s Box says:
nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
schizophrenia.
Closing Pandora’s Box says:im going to bring a needle tmr i dont care
schizophrenia.
Closing Pandora’s Box says:
*pokes

see lah bully me! touch wood lah tsk tsk. i shall prepare my pimple cream first, just in case ><